with arms wide open
high above me
i’ll divide all oceans
raging above
hungry for my hurt
even if it takes
an eternity
in this darkness
centuries of ache
to find you
(via nitrogen)
(via nitrogen)
my own heart
i devoured
so i could feel
for the last time
all i tucked away
where once
angels sang and
flowers grew
(via difficult)
a peach i was
you bruised to mush
gushy and rotten.
out you spat me
and tossed.
come back to me
you never did.
decomposing
missing you
foolishly
L’amour
sleeves rolled down
crimson spills through
like the confession
i’m hesitant to tell.
no pain far greater
than the precipice
of my everything
looked down upon.
persistant knocking
at the cellar door.
the attic
tainted
of black mold.
no one ever
may enter.
never clean
will i be.
like a cancer
i cannot see
only feel.
on my heart gnawing
nihilism.
multiplying within
a reverie years away
untouched.
(via difficult)
(via hatin)
chaotic and unapologetic
like the ocean’s chaos
i can never promise you
any validity of what my emotions
will entail or ever mean.
the taste of iron
right before fastening
and finally tightening
makes me realize
how all will end anyway.